:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

*cough*cough* oh, far out!! i've been sick for like 2 damn bloody weeks and I AM STILL sick. damnit! i reckon that im a vulnerable gal!! >.< and i need some TLC~ yeah baby~ *hehe* lemme back track . . . i was sick during CNY this year, which was like in Jan. oh crap! its only like wat? 2 months plus?!?! and im being attacked by the same virus again!?! bloooooody hell!!

yea i guess thats it. im a weak gal. im a fragile gal who is defenseless and i cant do anything about it but wanting more tender loving care!! *muahahaha* o.O

then again, its me who doesnt know how to take care of myself. i reckon that i cant seem to manage myself. i have desires that i cant control and i cant seem to say 'No' sometimes, which i think i HAVE to at certain times. hmmmm~ i've always thought that im a pushover. the type that goes 'yeah, wateva' or 'yeah, anything goes'

oh crap. i reckon i need someone to control me!! prolly thats the reason y all these years, im like . . . la la la~ *hehe*

i've got some pics to show off at ms.pauline's 21st b'day party at Poppy the other nite. it was not bad. well.. im sure she had lotsa fun gettin pissed DRUNK!?!?! >.<

a bunch of "youngsters"!!! *grrrrrrrrr*

Birthday gal (smelly pau!?!) and me!! *haha*

oh pls, im SHY~ no taking solo pics of 'moi'

oh yeah. this reminded me the reason i wanna blog. CRAP!! last nite i had a new fwen who js added me on MSN. the conversation was somewat upsetting BUT it didnt really affect me much tho *haha* im jus saying that at that point, it was kinda troubling me but, WATEVA~ >.<

S: so, are u married?

B: wat! no. of cos not. am i that old?

S: no no. u r not old. actually, how old are u sial?

B: im only 23.

S: oh, i tot u are 25.

B: omg!! omg!! AM I that OLD!?!?! >.<

S: no no. u r not old. 23 is still young

B: oh CRAp. im old *sigh*

S: wah lau. ur not! dun be emo

B: *hehe* ;op im not emo. still, crap man~ im old

THERE u have it! conclusion > > > i look mature huh? but i dun think i have a mature M.I.N.D *lol* :o) oh well~

there are also pictures that i would like to share with GALS only. pls DO NOT drool, and i mean DO NOT DROOOOOOOL O.o

WANG LEE HOM 2007 concert!!

very good loooking & talented dude

hmmmmm, yummmmy~?~?

im suppose to be resting atm. feeling real tired cos had 2 wake up real early today. but i js cant seem to sleep and i dunno y. i wanna take short naps but i cant. my throat is hurting again *shucks*shrugs*grrrrrr* maybe alcohol can cure me? +.O *hoho*

had an appointment with Assunta Hospital, sumtin about my spine. i have this thing called "Scoliosis", which i absolutely have no idea about, so, home i went and its GOOGLE time!! results from beloved 'Wikipedia' (pic & description directly quoted and taken from):

Scoliosis is a condition that involves complex lateral and rotational curvature and deformity of the spine.

hmmmmm~ it was kinda frightening when i took my X-ray and found out that in lay man's terms that my spine was crooked. i was like "WAT THE HELL!?!?! OMG!! Dear GOD!! my spine is CROoooooKED?? WTF!!!" blatantly it ALARMED me and my whole family. DOH!! thats how the hospital came into my day.

well, turns out that im FINE atm. like totally fine! *gosh*WheeeeW* thats GOOD news!! real good news BUT, doc tells me.... well, ur young atm, of cos u wun feel it, so, when ur like 55+ and gettin older, U BETTA BE CAREFUL.

i was thinking to myself. rite!! when im older,i will SUFFER from PAIN!! #$*!@&# however, i have ppl thinking that im old already *HAHAHA* orite orite. stop it beewei!

and i shall present the sample of a Scoliosis spine, TAAA DAAAAA~ please do BEAR in mind that this is NOT MY spine *hehe* im not as serious as this but my spine is slightly like that, just not as curvy as below ya!



other than telling me that im currently in good health, mr.doc also informed me that my spine is very well-balanced, hence, i dun feel any aching, WHICH is excellent news, i suppose. therefore, i can still run, swim, walk, dance and do wateva. superb!! funny thing is . . . my spine being well-balanced meaning its in an 'S' shaped spine. OMG!!! how odd is that? my spine is 'S' shaped!!! far out!! is that cool or IS THAT COOOOL!?!?! *haha*