:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

ahhhh, i finally found time to settle in and visit my own site to update it *hehe* ITS ABOUT TIME, aye?

first of all, i'd like to kick off with some pics i 'stole' off my fwen's blog (Ms.pooops) hope she doesnt mind me using them. well, then again. IM IN IT!! so watevaaaaa~ la la la~ just dun sue me ya! thanks! O.o

pam, bee & Heng

velvet gals?? *hehe*

the happening peeeeeps!!

i've been partying quite alot for the past few months. i even go out on weekdays and go to work the next day loooking real zombie-fied and blurry *Geeeeeeez* i have this colleague - Ms. Seri Se-Lat greeting me every Monday when she sees me: Morning PoooBEe!! gosh, u look sluuuuury!! MAbuk Gal!!!! *haha* real funny when she does that. dun ask about the nick they gave me. its an office thingy!! >.<

im chillin out to this song atm. i've had this on my laptop quite some time ago but it neva actually hit me. when i heard it on my itunes js then, it just went *bang* weird how music can just come and go in a flash. as in, real famous hit this era, the next thing u know, its like.... wooooooo~ long gone~ hmmmmm~ interesting. dun u think its like a rship in a way.

starts off with WOW! yea, so into u!! i love u!! wanna c u everyday!! miss u so much!!! and before u know it, it jus kinda fades away gradually . . . . O.+ ahhhh~ i wonder why? the passion is not there anymore and may i ask, where does it go to? i have lotsa questions that i dun have answers to. prolly too many answers to justify them nway. oh well. the world is huge and filled with millions of people with different opinions.

The Fray - Look After You

if i don't say this now i will surely break
as i'm leaving the one i want to take
forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
my heart has started to separate

oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh
be my baby
oh, oh, oh
i'll look after you

there now, steady love, so few come and don't go
will you won't you, be the one i always know
when i'm losing my control, the city spins around
you're the only one who knows, you slow it down

oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh
be my baby
oh, oh, oh
i'll look after you

if ever there was a doubt
my love she leans into me
this most assuredly counts
she says most assuredly

oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh
be my baby
i'll look after you

it's always have and never hold
you've begun to feel like home
what's mine is yours to leave or take
what's mine is yours to make your own

oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh
be my baby
oh, oh, oh

i met up with my fwen over the weekends. he was tellin me about guys *haha* i think we got into the conversation when i told him about the guys who were after me. he came to a conclusion telling me that there are 2 types of guys.

1. the typical malaysian guy
2. the non-typical malaysian guy

i was like... wat the?!?! that doesnt make sense! helllloooooo!! they are still msian guys rite?! *LOL* well, according to him, there is a difference. so, i said to him "pls do ENLIGHTEN ME!!"

number 1 is the type where they ring u everyday and talk to u (typical). they always ask if ur free for movie and dinner. the normal stuff~ the usual stuff~

where as, number 2, according to him, is more to the 'english' malaysian type guys. they will ring u like 1-2 times a week to ask how u doing. they do ask u out on dates but not as often. its as if they are too busy to show that they are going after u. they keep it real coooooL.

i guess its tru? well, then again, it depends on the gal on whether she likes the cool type or the typical type, huh?

nways~

it was deja-vu last weekend when i got 2 fwens askin me the same thing!

J: i was thinking, y dun gals nowadays like nice guys??

A: BEeeeeweeEEeei!! tell me. y gals nowadays dun like nice guys?? y they like bad boys?!?! i need to change!

and i wonder to myself.
speculations lingering around.
then i ask, How the hell do i know wat gals wan nowadays??
when i dun even know wat i wanT? *haha*
and i dunno wats goin on.

im forever loooking so dazed and ppl think that im so blur.
but, sometimes, i reckon i am.
but, usually its other ppl's actions that made me like that.
i dun like to probe ppl about things. about everything. about stuff. i mean like, if they wanna tell, they will tell.

i'll go : *sigh* wat now? hmmmm?? @.@

then, days passes by.
weeks and months fly by as well and yet, im still like *sigh* wat now?? *hehe*

am i sad or wat? *gosh* but then again, do i look sad??!! >.<
im like..WATEva!! screw it!!

I WAN MY FAIRYTALE PRINCE CHARMING to come and sweeeeep me off my feeeet!!!
where!! wheere!! helloooooooo!!! O.o

ok, i think i should SNAP out of my day dreaming days and start looking forward to my goal in life. look for sumtin to achieve!! that is, if i have one atm *hahaha* man~ i got to start doin sumtin useful and be productive instead of mucking and floating around during the weekends. hmmm! yes! ok then, i shall get to it yeah!?!?!

oritey, tooooodLEs too~