:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

altho today was like a 'quick' day and i had quite a bit of stuff to do in the office, everything went well. i tot i would be like packed with things to do but, wateva~ when i got back to the office today at around 5 ish, i had to do my daily monitoring for the PR side, so yeah~ today seemed like a 'slow' and 'quick' day somehow. am i making sense tho? hmmmmm, i dunno. oh well.

nways~

i was in a happy mood today.

*smileeeeeeeey smileeeeeeeey*

was chattin to my fwen on MSN js then and the conversation btwn us totally made my day. i was so flattered and i was grinning and smiling at my computer! (like a mad woman) *haha* i was commented that i have a sexy voice *LOL* :o)

ooooooooooh la la~

i realise that when one is concerned about a certain thing, they tend to get frustrated over it cos nothing seems to be happening. no answers. no developments. no nothing.

i wonder wat will happen in the end? wats the verdict? future? progress? anything? sometimes, when things are just hanging there or not going anywhere, its jus aggravating. everything u do or everything they do just makes u go "uuuuuurgggh, WAtevaaaaaa, screeeew it!! i dun care~"

i reckon things will always come to a point where nothing else matters anymore. its where u dun give a #@$^ about anything anymore. ur js too damn tired to think about it or do anything about it. thats when things will go wrong. wait a minute, thats when things are goin wrong?? *hah*

hmmmmm~ thats when i think i'll say . . . . $*%@ it!! wateva!!!!

i was asking chengy the other day whether she thinks that im a emo gal? i think she said i wasnt, but i know i told her that im the type of person that wun show my feelings openly. hence, no one knows how i feel unless i ACTUALLY tell them HOW i REALLY feel. make sense? i guess i cover up well. good or bad? i dunnno *sigh* i reckon its those moments ppl will go thru time to time.

u know, when ur alone and u start thinking about stuff. either b4 u head to bed or when ur in ur room chillin out listening to emo songs? *hah* bad bad!! sumtimes, if it gets too damn emotional, tears mite js break out. not sayin that i cried, but, it happens.

yo ho~ yo ho~

oh boy~

OMG!!! wat the hell?? i was like happy and now im like....

im craaaaaaaaaaaazy! goin nuuuuuuuuuuuuuts~ ok bye!