:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

NEW hair, NEW image, NEW life, NEW me . . .

really? does it really mean that cuttin ur hair starts a new life? wats the reason behind a new hair cut? wat does it mean with a short hair? everyone keeps askin why why why??? *omg*

personally, i JUST WANNA CUT my hair. no reason. no questions. no nothing. no bf. no stressssss. as SIMPLE as that. its jus weird how everyone has the perception that cutting ur hair is due to stress or u wanna start anew. i wonder WHOEVER came up with that crap?!?! hmmmmmm :oP i reckon i was bored with my years of same ol' same ol' hair and i wanted to TRY sumtin new. i wanna look different. i woke up one Sunday and looked at myself in the mirror and thought:

"hmmmmmmm... so boooooooooring!! ooooooookies! i shd go have a hair cut and change image O.o"

conclusion, TAAAA DAAAAA!!! i cut it short and yes... real short. its been years since i had it this short, since like.... hi skoool? oh well. no regret cos i love my hair. received a lot of good comments from everyone *happy*happy* :o) truly truly satisfied with my new hairstyle *hoho*
it wasnt only me who got a new haircut last weekend. a few of my colleagues as well. MOnday came and everyone was like, was it a hair cut season last weekend? *hehe* oh, among all who cut their hair, there was only this one dude in the office whom i think had the cooooooLest haircut. seriously, it was just DAMN cooooL.
OH, btw,chengy cut her hair tooo!! hmmmmmm~ shes different loookin as well. i guess everyone was js bored n wanna try out a new look.

oriteeey~ enuff about hairdos.

these few days, i've been watchin a hongkie TVB about this super super rich family sellin abalone n mushrooms and how they plot against destroying each other to get the family inheritance *gosh* its creepy how one peron's character can change so dreadfully in a blink of eye. its as if they forgot about everything and totally become a different person which is terrfying.

*sigh* i wonder how can some ppl be so selfish and blind? or are they just takin advantage of the weak? i guess some ppl just favor the other side of the family betta, so they treat them betta? i dunno. maybe its a give n take thingy. hmmmmm~ i wonder, i wonder.

the series was also talking about how this guy cheated on his gf with his gf's BEst fwen. it was just so disturbing. i was pissed off everytime i see him and the best fwen together. i know its jus a fiction but, i was gettin irritated. i js felt so sad for his gf. the many times her innocent tears rolled down her cheeks without knowing that her bf was cheating on her with her best fwen. it felt like a knife stabbing thru her heart. i duno why but, i could feel it as if i was her. it jus felt like shit. im very very sure that she was deeply hurt and it takes ALOT of time to heal.

yeah, in the end, the guy felt really guilty and seeked for forgiveness. but, its just not the same anymore. things change. i truly believe the guy was genuinely sorry for wat he did but, he jus cannot imagine how much he hurt her in the first place. cos, he will neva know how it really feels like to be in her shoes. the things that he has done is permanently embedded in her heart forever. things that she will neva forget for the rest of her life. oh well~ shit happens.