Tuesday, May 20, 2008

i feel like if there is something to say, u shd actually say it. doesnt matter when or where, otherwise, it will be bothering u the whole time.

tell the person how u feel.
tell the person wat u think.

it gets quite annoying when he/she wanna tell u sumtin but then backs out very last minute. it is DAMN ANNOYING.

another one would be, wait a few weeks or months to actually blurt out wat was actually bothering them the whole time after so damn long. yea, that is DAMN ANNOYING as well. but, i reckon they js cant seem to find the rite words or rite time?

hell, i have no idea. i cant read minds!! however, i wish i cud!!
i wish i cud read everyone's mind and know wat they are actually thinking about.

wat is goin on in their minds? wat r they gonna do? wat r they gonna say? aint that cooL?? yeah... i think i want that super power if its possible. thanks~

i dun like that 'hanging' feeling, if u know wat i mean.
i wanna know wats happening. i wanna know wats goin on. i wanna be part of it.

*sigh*

i think i've been putting too much thought into this.

i realise that i do have expectations for certain things when i say i dun.
but, the weird thing is, i dunno wat im expecting. SEE!! thats y im lost!!

so many things went thru my mind today.
so many things that i tot about.
so many questions that i asked myself.

like . . . why? why? why? and all i get . . . i duno.

well, i also realise today that i have an ego and im partially mean.

hmmmmmm~ not a very nice thing, but, unfortunately, i am.

its the things i said n think about today that made me realise that.

i reckon i have a revengeful heart too.
if u gimme the same treatment, i WILL return the same treatment and SEE how u feel about it.
yeah! take that!! *evil grin*

*sigh* wateva~

cant b bothered about it. i think i shd be worrying more about my CC bills more than this!! still payin off my CC for the past months n months n months... blardeee heLL!!! i shd stay home!!!! *sigh*

*grrrrr* SCREW CC!!!! they ARE evil!!!!! ARGGGGHHHH!!!

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