rite.
i realise i have an inner ego. YES. u heard me!! a super humongous EGO!!! i cannot take it anymore!!!! its freaking ANNOYING and it js pisses me off!!
u treat me like this, i will treat u like this *sigh*
i HAVE a problem. i reckon its me. its Meeeeee~
its either i dun understand my family or im js a freakin selfish crappy daughther. omg!!! wateva it is, i js cant be bothered. FARK it!
well, then again, everybody has bad moods. fine. blame it on the mood then.
BLAME it on my mood. BLAME me ok. ITS ALL MY FAULT. IM IN A BAD MOOD.
:O(
but i didnt farking do anything!!!!! *Arghhhhhhhhhhhh*
ok. lets see.
my problem will be that i dun care about things. yea, thats my problem. i dun give a damn about stuff. im js too lazy to bother.
im crap.
then if u think im crap or i dun bother, then DUN BOTHER tellin me anything. well, i guess its the same mindset rite? it runs in the family. so, can i say that if i treat or behave like that, u will do the same rite?? hmmmmm~ i think so.
maybe i am really crap. its like... useless to have me in the house. therefore, i am useless??
i need a getaway.
i need to be alone.
i need peace.
i need normality.
i need nag-free.
i need NO talking back.
i need to move out??
*sigh*
the same feeling pops back again. i haven been feeling like this in awhile.
ARGH!!! watevaaaaa.
Let it be. Let it be. Let it be. Let it be.
like sumone (ITS U) says:
CHILL, CHILL, CHILL~
but but, i cant. its not tt easy to do.
its always damn easy to say, but its always difficult to do.
*grrrrrrrrr*
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