yes. i felt like that the whole weekend. hmmmm, ok, not entirely. prolly js moments of time where i get pissed off and i really wanted to scream. its those times where i engage in a normal conversation with another but ends up gettin crappy comments and gettin counter attacks.
i mean, wat the hell? does every damn conversation need to end with an ego attack or for the fun of talking back? do u know wat i mean? do i make sense? *sigh* or issit js me again? its not that i hate it but please dun do it all the damn time when we are conversing. its really maddening!! its like REALLY REALLY FARKING annoying!!
it makes me not wanna talk.
it makes me moody.
it makes me crappy.
it makes me angweeeeee!!
*ArgggghhhHHhhh*
its freaking frustrating all the time when i get that.
i duno how to explain in words. i really cant. its js inside of me and i cant let it out. everything seems to be annoying me atm.
so, do not provoke me.
do not say things that u dun mean but hurtful js for the sake of saying it.
wats the use of talking back? issit a norm? issit a habit? issit they care?
well, then i guess i have to live with it rite?
i cant do anything about it cos its a habit and cant b change.
there is an ego in everyone and its built in character. i totally understand that. but, doesnt it get infuriating when it happens all the damn time?
*sigh*
i duno. prolly everything to me now is js annoying.
not only that, y issit that when u actually wan to say sumtin u mean, but u dun say it? u turn around and say sumtin u dun mean.
y is that? is that normal human behaviour?
or issit an ego thingy?
or issit cos i neva say it, so u dun say it?
isnt that revengeful heart?
sumtimes, i really dun get it. so confusing. miscommunication??
ah . . . wateva~
does it matter? well i reckon it does cos i cant SLEEEEEEP!!! :o|
at least i get peace these few days.
ta ta for now. trying to sleep~
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