it has been 2 years since i last visited here *gosh* so much has changed. well, it has been 2 years, and im pretty sure ALOT have changed. everything and everyone changes nway.
there are so many things to see now (Singapore Flyer, Marina Barrage, Sentosa Island) and so much development goin around and NOT TO MENTION the CRraaaaazy post Christmas sales thats happening rite here, rite now!!!
* argh *
do u know how fearful i am of the word "sales"???
OOOOh my GOD!!!
i am. i truly am. im afraid of myself sumtimes but i still cant resist the temptation of the damn word.
* grrrrrr *
OF COS i shopped!! wat the hell!??! its a bargain rite now and i think i would be a fool if i didnt throw myself at it *hehe*
and i so missed my niece and nephew. i bought them Xmas gifts and put them under their mini Xmas tree . . . :O)
i spent so much time playing, talking, eating and shopping with them.
like today, i was reading storybooks with Alyssa for nearly an hour and ended up watchin a classic cartoon with them - 'Aladdin'.
ahhhh~ how it brings back memories. i love them so much last time that i memorised everything. and i was singing along the whole time. i felt like a kid again :OP
moving on . . .
sumtimes, things js creep up into ur mind when ur not noticing. it just comes and goes for a bit. then, u feel like sumtin is missin out or ur missing sumone or u just feel like ur alone.
*taken from deviantart.com by ©2005-2008 ~chelx*
everywhere u walk, everything u see, wateva u do, wherever u are . . .
u always think about him, u always miss him . . .
its the little things that make u realise that.
like when u walk pass a guys department store, u'll be thinking (hey, he mite like this shirt or hey, this would look nice on him)
well, all boils down to this image i found on the web. i really really wan a hug.
*also take from deviantart.com by 'AngELofREbellion' - work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 License*
however, when one receives an sms/msn which is such a turn off, i just feel like shutting myself out from the world. totally dun feel like talking at all.
the same thing is gonna happen AGAIN.
the same damn conversation is gonna happen AGAIN.
the bloooody same old QnA is gonna happen AGAIN.
damn it!!!! it really is annoying and irritating that it happens over n over, again n again n seems like its goin on forever.
* sigh * sien *
seriously, i hate it. when im in such a good mood, suddenly out of nowhere, it just bloody hell spoils everything.
y does one always have to be so angry?
y does one always have to say ok.fine?
y does one always have a revengeful heart?
y does one always have to end by saying wateva.have fun then?
WHY? why? WHY??!?!
sumtimes, i feel its a routine and im gettin so tired n lazy to even talk about it.
* sigh *
once, this was being mailed to me as a reply to my blog. my eyes turned watery while i was reading it . . . (this is js part of the many sweet replies)
things dun seem to change.
why?
(bcos both are still stuborn, bcos i am jus totally damn stupidity stuborn)
things dun seem to work out.
why?
(ok, i agreed, I totally feel it too. its me, its me that created HELL)
things dun seem the way they are.
why?
(bcos a dog and a pig needs time to be as 1. its hard. one can be eaten. one cant be eaten)
then again, both are to be blamed. not only one. it always takes 2 to tango, rite? i guess its just part n parcel of life, as well as the communication and sharing of both.
come to think about it, i reckon that i dun possess any of the mentioned 'skills' :O(
oritey * sniff * sniff* nites nites
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