HAPPY NEW YEAR!! its 2009!!
however, i dun have that 'happy happy' feeling.
i felt that i didnt achieved anything.
i felt that i did nothing.
i felt that im still the same person.
so many things have happened for the past few weeks and none are 'happy' news. although it doesnt affect me much in my daily life but i feel for those who lost their loved ones. i do~
they seem like they are ok, but deep down, they aren't. i know they are not. how can they be? i know they will breakdown anytime but they cant.
they need to be strong in front of others.
they need to hold the fort at home.
they need to take on more responsibilities from now on.
*sigh*
i cant take it when i hear ppl crying.
i cant take it when i see ppl crying.
cos . . . i will cry when they do.
*sigh*
its a new year ahead!!
no more sad endings.
no more anguish moments.
no more annoying ppl.
no more crappy situations.
i am lazy.
i am tired.
i cant be bothered to go thru the same ol' things i did in 2008.
i dun wanna!!
if it happens, too bad. its inevitable.
if it doesnt, great. its my luck.
:O)
goodnite and goodluck to me.
2 comments:
I've come to learn that we cannot be happy all the time. It's something that's really hard for me to grasp because happiness is so part of me. There are so many things going through my mind at the moment. I guess this is a harsh lesson in life, and like you said, certain things are inevitable. Whatever happens, never blame anyone, it's God's will.
Again, i'm pleased that your thoughts are with us. Lots of love and hugs to you.
no worries... im sure there are ppl around u always who will b there for u!! :O)
hugs hugs~
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