:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

im currently in the office at this hour. well, i reckon it was my fault. im not complainin nway. i screwed up sumwhere . . . sumhow *sigh* the whole day, i really felt like breaking down but i cudnt cos im still working and i SHOULDNT!!

the picture totally depicts me right now. really! it does.

i AM an EMO-gal nway~ not surprised!

at one point, i did shut myself in the toilet cubicle, sat there, thought about things and tryin so hard not to let tears roll down *sigh* i really wanna but i was holding back.

it was really a shitty day for me.

i reckon if i were to talk to sumone about it in the office, i wud have just poured everything out and there will be a widespread of catastrophe that no one can stop. oh dear me~ yes! i am that kinda person.

when im down, i cant take it when they comfort me.
when im down, i cant take it when they hug me.
when im down, i cant take it when they make nice things just for me.
when im down, i cant take it when they look me in the eye.
when im down, i cant take it when they tell me its orite.
when im down, i cant take it when they are nice to me.

*sigh*sigh*sigh*

i know its all about me. i shall LEARN from this. i guess Shit Happens to everyone once in awhile and that SHIT just happen to poop upon me today *hah*

maybe there was a misunderstanding?
maybe there was a communication problem?
maybe there was a process malfunction?
maybe there were too damn many rules?
maybe there was some who just dont get it or get me?

*sigh*sigh*sigh*

oh well. the day has come to an end and things turned out fine (i think)

lucky me, i guess~ :o\

nobody died from this day and i shall remember this day.

ah . . . wateeeeeva~

i love all who actually asked me how i was and told me it was orite.
i really really appreciate you guys from the bottom of my heart!!

i love u Pam~
TQ so much!!
TQ for ur hug!!
TQ for d EMPTY bottle *grr*!!
TQ for the paper cum card!!
TQ for ur words!!

Sayaaaaang~ muah muah muah~ >.< u did made me feel betta~