:: The Chronicles of ß ë ë ::

i woke up today feeling that i shd be a housewife WITH a maid! *hehe* i duno y but i did. i didnt dream about anything related tho. somehow, i js had the thought this morning when i looked at myself in the mirror. weird but true. prolly my mind has been unconsciously thinking about it all these while. hmmmm~ i reckon so.

im not complainin about working life but to a certain point, i dun wanna work. i wanna stay home and do stuff. wateva it is, i dun care. orite, maybe it is seen as non achievement, no goal, no future. oh well, maybe its js another stooopid thought. firstly, i need to find a rich man and get married. thats wat Pam said. la la la~ dream land time~

i wanna good life ahead.
i wanna be taken care of.
i wanna be secure.

who doesnt rite?? :OP

nways . . .

things got out of hand in Msia *sigh* news js broke out unexpectedly all the damn time. like, today: Petrol to cost RM2.70 from midnight. DAMN IT!!!! wat is becomin of the world??? how can i survive!!!!

i dun mean that i will die, but more like, im paying for the petrol, which is not my car, but im using it!! which is KILLER consumin petrol cos its a blardeee 2.2 Camry *SIGH*

how?? how?? why?? why!!!! DAMN!!! :O(

and im so so so in debt. im still owin my CC and now this stoooopid petrol price increasing is not helping. i guess my lifestyle has to change. things are not goin so well.

there are some things in the past that were not suppose to be done. but, y do ppl stil do it?

sometimes, i really dun understand how can one be so freaking selfish?
how can one treat the other like that?
dun u have feelings? or is that ego??
your actions hurt others around you. but i guess u dun realise that cos ur js so damn selfish rite?? u dun even care about anything but urself.

BUT, there is nuthing i can do about it, rite?
its all in the past.
i cant change the past.
i cant do anything.